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By tenoismoko with No comments

You : kind-hearted guardian of my very own life

what does the human do for taking care of themselves?

yup

guardian

. . . . . . . . . .

it's not a superstitious words

or a magic spell, that coming out from my scrolls

or yours

it is right in here

in my life

and my heart

the place where you (should) belong

and long

i'm starting to sick of this cloudy days.

where are you light?

i miss you.

and i'm serious.

By tenoismoko with No comments

You : Inbound Missile From Ceiling of My Mind

i want to run

away

but i can't

i just simply can't

in this room, with no doors

with no windows

i can't see what happen outside

no solutions

no completion

only complexion

and corruption

well, there's no other way, love

i just openly my chest

receiving those missiles that coming through the ceiling

it's like a flare gun

what does the flare gun look like anyway?

because i don't know

don't you remember?

i can't see what happen outside

but it's fine

i have my missile

chasing me

or am i the one that chasing you?

By tenoismoko with No comments

You : Pride of My Biggest Dream

ah. i was sleeping that night

when i awoke

i found nothing beside

i found nothing beside

I FOUND NOTHING BESIDE

and i found me starting to cry

why i cried that night,

i still didn't know

until now

i'm stargazing

up there

cloudy sky, indeed

infinity clues

got you

so you're there

you're there, fighting for all of a sudden

with NO EXCUSES

none of my other words, i'm proud of you

goodluck

spread the name

and i could lend you my wings

in case if you need them, 24/7

:)

By tenoismoko with No comments

You : Primary World Beyond My Sanity

this is the world that we live in

and no

we can't go back

we can't undo

but we can repeat

and we can smile

in trust

each other

By tenoismoko with No comments

you : my night breeze, soothing, caring.

oh, hello again.

well i'm realy talkative nowadays, you know.

well i hope that you read this.

because it's really something for me,

this is my way when i'm feeling sad, love.

when i feel no you.

you're not around.

and i'm foolishly waiting in this fucking bridge.

how could it be?

aah.

it's already midnight, love.

i want to come out.

lifting hands.

touching air.

smelling night's fragrance.

coming through my body.

neck and.

chest.

hahaha.

i miss my night breeze.

and i desperately need that.

beside me.

beneath me.

beyond me.

just like old times.

i hope you listen.

you do.

and you REALLY do.

sleep well, love.

with your head on your fluffy pillow, caught in dream.

smiling. waiting for the wake of the sun.

By tenoismoko with No comments

You : Guiding Light, no Kidding

darker and darker indeed.

how come my mind feels so active right now?

although deep inside, empty.

why these fucking inspirations are coming to me HEAD ON?

i'm not knowing.

and i don't know either.

you know what, 

i'm still trusting you, for everything you've done.

to me.

to yourself.

to people around.

to everyone.

to every seconds i have.

so just walk, in front of me.

your back is on my eye.

and i could see it.

even lights out.

like tomorrow's yesterday.

because YOU :

My Guiding Light

MUSE. 

amusing.

By tenoismoko with No comments

you : hope between my hard times

this is not my bad day

this is not my bad day.

it happens everyday.

so it's not my bad day.

it's just my ordinary day,

that bad.

one laugh.

decreasing.

one smile.

declining.

uniqueness.

bitterness.

somehow.

it's worth living anyway.

but it's alright.

i'll wait.

By tenoismoko with No comments

oh. yayayaya.

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do 

I feel it burn inside, burning me like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved
I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar

When I fell down, I needed you there 
Every note and every word seems so hard to take 
Finally, In destiny

A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done
Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain
He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and Throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do 

I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

I felt so down now you're around to rescue me
Every note and every word I'm listening
Sometimes problems seem too deep to take(too hard to take)
Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak

Finally, together we were destined, I know what's best for us in the end
Someone hear me, someone stop me, someone listen, why aren't you listening

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and Throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do 

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left to finish you

pagi-pagi avenged sevenfold

pagi-pagi terkhianati

By tenoismoko with No comments